“Company Man” by Melissa Thorne

Poetry Pause is the League of Canadian Poets’ daily poetry dispatch. Read “Company Man” by Melissa Thorne.


Company Man

By Melissa Thorne

You love the smell of raindrops on hot pavement, insist

itโ€™s different from petrichor, โ€˜one is of nature and the other

of man,โ€™ you say, and if I borrow your mind, I can almost admire

the asphalt ribbons, zip of wheels, crush of sound and

grind of bodies here, but eventually, I chafe under the milquetoast moon,

resent those sallow marquee lights for dimming her face.

I watch your ties in our closet amass into a roiling snake ball,

squirm under the covers when their hisses caress the shell of my ear.

You slither into bed past midnight, and I try to whisper โ€˜company manโ€™

like the endearment it once was, it comes out like horked phlegm,

with it, a blessed lalochezia that slides against my tongue, frees me.

I end things with words youโ€™ll comprehend like synergy, actionable,

leverage and circle back, yet you still donโ€™t understand why I left

to rest in a lonesome bed, beneath sable sky with quadruple the stars,

and a cantaloupe moon hung large above the tree line. Where a chorus

of spring peepers lulls me to sleep, singing words you never learned,

never paid mind to, because it is an exchange freely given, not earned,

and the trill of the red-winged blackbird never asks for anything in return.


Copyright ยฉ Melissa Thorne

Forthcoming in Augury (Big Pond Rumours Press, 2026).

Melissa Thorne (she/her) lives on the traditional and treaty territory of the Michi Saagiig and Chippewa Nations (Cobourg, ON), with her husband, two sons, and Irish Wolfhound, Walter. She reluctantly serves as Walter’s social media manager after he inadvertently went viral on Instagram. Her poetry is published/ forthcoming in various places such as ROOM Magazine, Pinhole Poetry, WEI Magazine, and Eavesdrop Magazine. Find her on Instagram @melissa_thorne_poetry.


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