“If the cosmos was spinning, then every flower was a knot. Either tie yourself to the doorknob, or get out of the house.” by Jonathan Bessette

Poetry Pause is the League of Canadian Poets’ daily poetry dispatch. Read “If the cosmos was spinning, then every flower was a knot. Either tie yourself to the doorknob, or get out of the house.” by Jonathan Bessette, part of the League’s Fresh Voices program.


If the cosmos was spinning, then every flower was a knot.
Either tie yourself to the doorknob, or get out of the house.

By Jonathan Bessette

Shifting roses in bed, you elbowed my

tossing in evenings of summer heat

Napping in midday

thorns, conversation

became the blade to nip

edges—borders—boundaries—breath

Wait! my bouquet of daylight, my

deadly nightshade, come back

When I found you in the nook with my

signed vinyl of Keith Jarret’s Koln Concert

plated with wildflowers, fragments in

your laughing mouth; Oh, um, ah, is

that the last of the maple syrup?

Nighttime tension brought us to clay courts,

to bounce Echo and Narcissus with antiquated rackets

Net side conferences led you to bite my thumbs up

Teeth marks remain

petals of a faithful scar

Scalding drafts of chamomile

and handfuls of melatonin

finally soothed us to sleep

Dreams tried to pull us with daisies

into the origami of lost innocence

love—me—nots inevitably woke us

But over there, the heads

of black dahlias followed

the arc of sun, rising

These disrupted cycles, drew

us from constellations into a

wreath of daily unspoken, which

gave birth to these poems, seeds

of a sunflower, kept us spiraling


Copyright © Jonathan Bessette

Jonathan Bessette is a hobby astrologer, gamer, gardener, and anarchist. He lives in the unceded and traditional territories of the xʷməθkʷəy̓əm, səl̓ilwətaɁɬ, and Sḵwx̱wú7mesh Nations. He’s a founding member of Held Magazine and published writing in The Antigonish Review, Adbusters, and The Capilano Review.

Fresh Voices is a publication and workshop program created by and for the League’s associate members.


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