“Knees” by Tawhida Tanya Evanson

Poetry Pause is the League of Canadian Poets’ daily poetry dispatch. Read “Knees” by Tawhida Tanya Evanson, part of the 2025 Poem in Your Pocket Day collection.


Knees

By Tawhida Tanya Evanson

You will have to beg us on your knees

Meet us down here beneath the rubble where we live

If you don’t meet us where we are

There will be nothing left to fight for

You will have to lift us out of this amputation and weeping

Otherwise your words will mean nothing

You must crawl to stay clean among the clouds my love

I am replenishing mud a thousand faithful drone wounds at Rafah

You will have to invite us to walk beside you

As if there were no heart attack between us

You will have to see how everyone saw me fall in love

And watched me die online

You will have to receive this last living breath over and over

Whether you inhale it or not

If nothing had been said about our joy and longing

You would not have refused our joy and longing

And we would still have joy and longing even on our knees

But Hamdullah you took them too


Copyright © Tawhida Tanya Evanson

Published as part of the 2025 Poem in Your Pocket Day collection

Tawhida Tanya Evanson is a poet, novelist, artist and Ashiq known for her work blending poetry, orality, music and multimedia. Born and based in Tiohtià:ke/Montréal, she performs internationally, has produced five audio recordings, six short films and the award-winning Afrofuturist concert film CYANO SUN SUITE, which premiered in 2024. Evanson has two published poetry collections and her debut novel Book of Wings won the 2022 CAM/Blue Metropolis New Contribution Prize. Her French autotranslation Livre des ailes was published in 2023. Evanson’s work explores themes of African diasporic identity and Sufi spirituality, and she has received acclaim at home and abroad for her captivating performances and unique approach to poetry. She produces multimedia events as Mother Tongue Media, is recognized for her role as director of the Banff Centre Spoken Word program and is current president of the Quebec Writers’ Federation. She moonlights as a whirling dervish.


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