“Last Rites at the Garden Depot” by Elena Senechal-Becker

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Last Rites at the Garden Depot

By Elena Senechal-Becker

Thereโ€™s a hole in the sidewalk next to where

your brotherโ€™s ashes are buried. Right, I say,

someone was digging there. Itโ€™s not unthinkable,

you think. There is something to get at. Something

to be got down there. Breathless from too nosy,

want what theyโ€™ve got. I rearrange my teeth

with my tongue. Holes donโ€™t gape the way

they used to anymore. Itโ€™s a sin. I take

the stalk, hand me the trowel. Lee Valley ass.

The Jekyll Weeder. Call it good boy so it doesnโ€™t

move. Three-pronged dive into the dirt now.

Rough it out of the way. Gravel in your facemeat.

Sorry, I say, didnโ€™t mean to. You always mean

the things you do. Yeah, youโ€™re like that.

Burrowing now, my hand mole-rat quick

and naked too, searching landforms

for your ache. Boom, there it is. I found

something, a long seed. Molded to the

earth like a popping vein. High blood pressure

for my girl The Giving Ground. Preeclampsia,

sheโ€™s about to yield for sure. Given the death

rate, we have shit to do. I palpate the seed

like mad, like palming a tree. Knot press โ€”

Iโ€™m a masseuse, apparently. Pop goes

the weasel and suddenly the seed is out

of its sheath like a grapefruit vesicle.

It blinks once, slow as milk teeth,

then opens its mouth to cry.


Copyright ยฉ Elena Senechal-Becker

Elena Sรฉnรฉchal-Becker is a writer living in Montreal. Her work has appeared in CrabFat, Arc Poetry, BrokenPencil and others.


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