“Seven envies. Seven regrets. Seven praises.” by Maureen Hynes
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Seven envies. Seven regrets. Seven praises.
By Maureen Hynes
Envy for those who pick up languages as easily
as a dropped hankey. For those who can repair
any electronic thing, re-route any glitchy process
to its proper destination. Envying those whose cheerfulness
never fails, and also never aggravates. Those whose
memory never shorts out like a jammed circuit despite
their overfull daybooks, and for those who rarely
lose faith in their own powers. Envy for flightโ
that is, those nesting and chirping and foraging
for their young, as well as those boarding airplanes
to arrive into the beauty of foreign cities. Deep
envy for those who never sing off-key.
Of course regret for my many harsh & snarly
words, but also regret for not having spoken up loudly
approximately a thousand times, including at my fatherโs
deathbed. Regret for half-losing so many memories.
For trying to amend that by holding onto so many photos,
so much paper. Huge regret for not caring more
for my body. For not becoming a Yoga devotee.
For losing my nerve for driving. For my daily
procrastinations, so unnecessary and consequential.
Bountiful praises for the hellebores opening early
in the spring, that is, today! For my free-
flowing fountain pen & almost all the poets
in the world, whether they use slates or
typewriters or tablets or cell phones. Especially
high praises for Ruth, who fills my days and nights
with lightness, encouragement, careโand music!
For nurses and doctors whose compassion comes first.
And for anyone whose laughter is a frequent
gift-bearing visitor.
Copyright ยฉ Maleeha Farooq
Previously published in Sky Island Journal, Issue 31, 2025.
Maleeha Farooq is a Canadian-Pakistani writer from Toronto. Her poems have appeared in Queenโs Quarterly, Contemporary Verse 2, and Sky Island Journal. You can find her on Instagram @maleehaslibrary.
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